Let it Burn.

So I got my schedule for senior year. 5 classes! WHOOO!

1st - Spanish 3 Quiroga...she's fcuking weird
2nd - Math Analysis Bhatnagar
3rd - Physiology Taylor
4th - English 4 Aisola
5th - AP Gov Fanciullo
5th - Economics 2nd semester
Open 6th and 7th! Go home at lunch everyday. Yay me!

So yea, got my ID card too. Got my books after cuz the book room was gunna be closed.
How lame. Lazy fools don't wanna give it out on the frist week. -_-
And then Thai dropped me and Phillip back at my house. We dropped off our books and then biked to Taco Bell for lunch. Went back to EV after so Phillip could take his senior portaits. Turns out the paper was wrong. You have to make an appointment in order to retake them. So we went up for nothing. Came home and chilled for a bit and Phillip went home.

So she stopped by yesterday. I just said Hey. She was with Michelle most of the time. I didn't know what to say. And I kinda didn't want to talk. Because If I started a conversation then that means I'd have to say goodbye. The frist time was hard enough. To do it again? I don't think I could've handle it. It was like she muted me when she came. I didn't talk at all. I just sat in front of my computer. I don't know I think I've become foolish. I know why I haven't been sleeping. Before she'd call around 3ish. So i got use to it. So even when I tell myself not to wait because I know she's isnt going to call, I end up waiting anyways. I just lay there. Listening to music and checking my phone constantly. Heh, lame huh? That's how I've been spending my summer nights. Just waiting by the phone. Wishing that she'd call or drop a text to say what's up. Its funny though. I wanna talk to her but at the same time, I'm hesitant to do so.
It's like what do I say to her? Talking to someone is so much harder than it sounds.
But it seems like she's doing good now. And I think I got my answer.

I think it's time to let it burn.