Man in the Mirror.

Whoazers! It's been awhile. Ahahaha, school has been time consumingish.
I gotta get my shit straight quick. I'm failing math. -_-
Bleh, needa stop being lazy! LOL! I need some inspiration or some shizz.
Whatever, enough about school for now.

So yea, this week has been like throw-back week for me. Been listening to MJ (R.I.P.), some MC Hammer (HAMMERTIME! LOL), and Vanilla Ice and all that shit. But nothing beats the YMCA! AHAHAHAH! Just kidding though, MJ's songs kill errthing else.
But yea, the title of this particular blog and the obviously the song explains what I've been thinking about mostly. I needa get my shit straight.
Just like in the song:

"I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change, yey"

Good shit right there, you wanna change the world or something like that?
You gotta start with the one thing that matters most, you.
And in the YMCA song, hella true too.
No man does anything by himself. Well, in most cases.
Like with Obama, if it weren't for his campaign managers and all that jazz, he wouldn't be where he is today. Sometimes, we just gotta learn how to throw our pride aside and get shit straight.
But yea, on that note I'd like to apologize to those I hurt in anyway around the summertime and such. I made some pretty stupid decisions and I guess you could say I'm paying for it now. Pushed away friends and lost the ones that really mattered to me. And for what? I did all of that shit for nothing.
But what's done is done. Dwelling in the past isn't going to get me anywhere.
But yea, I miss the old times. The homies, the hangouts, and all that jazz.
My biggest regret? Losing the person that mattered most to me.
My best friend, Cathy Le.
Man, I swear she knew how to make me laugh and shit no matter what the situation. The one who was always there for me when shit went down. And what'd I do? I decided to push her aside and ignore her. Left her in the dark when she needed me and throughout the whole summer all it would've took was for me to hit her up and see if she was down to chill. But even then, maybe things might've turned out different from the way they are now.
And on that note, I'd hate to admit it. But, I miss you best0.
But, it seems you're doing good now. So I think I'll stay on the sidelines for now, I'm pretty sure you don't all this extra weight on your shoulders.
Metaphorically speaking and literally speaking. LOL!
Ever since I stopped taking P.E., I've been lazy as fuck.
Gotta get back in shape for future events and such!

But yea, so supposedly my mom called the U.S. Navy and talked to them.
They got my number and started talking to me about their program and shizz.
And I've been thinking lately, The Navy doesn't seem so bad. I mean I get to travel for free and during those 3 months or so or training, they open up a bank account under my name and put in money for me to spend after.
I mean free money for spending and they pay for college after! Whatta bargain right? And besides 2-3 years away from home shouldn't be too bad. I've always wanted to travel before I get into the whole working, bills, and etc. You know? Travel and explore the world while I'm young and capable.
So now the Navy is a possibility now after high school.
It'd be nice. Away from home and the stress of school and everything.
I just need some time for me. Just me.

The camping trip that was suppose to take place this Saturday wasn't something I was really looking forward to. Because as we all know, there's been minor drama between SPC and SPS. So I was iffy about it. But due to lack of interest from the students, it's being postponed till the spring time according to Thay Tung. So yeee!
And besides Saturday is Tina's Sweet Sixteen. :D
Looking forward to that fersure. Kick it with the kids and spend some quality time with them. If you know what I mean. ;D But she's inviting her friends from like everywhere so it's gunna be pretty big. YAY, for meeting new people. Ahahaha! But yea, I'm pretty excited.
Hmm, there was more I wanted to say but I think this is enough word vomit for one day. :)

Oh and on that note, I'd like to recommend this song to everyone.
The song and video is just amazing. It was made using pictures and pretty much making it into a slideshow. But, for me it's the lyrics that got my attention. You'll probably have to listen to it more than once to get everything.
But yea, just listen.

Hello & Goodbye...

It's been awhile! Been lazy as fuck.
LOL! I gotta stop procrastinating like asap.
School's going alright so far.
My next two hours for behind-the-wheel is tomorrow.
Got hella excited and shit for it. Shit was boring. -_-
Maybe cause I'm driving around in a Yaris with a fucking fatass sign on the top of the car saying:
Access Certified Driving School.
FML!

But yea, so life's been good. Caught up with some old friends and made some new ones.
Lost one or two. But you know, shit happens.
One of them said that I was being shady and shit.
I guess, I gave you a fucking place to stay when you needed it. And then you gunna up and leave with out saying a word?
I mean, it's cool if you wanna hang with your new homies and shit. I don't mind.
But, you gunna leave without saying shit and talk some shit?
Whatevs. Like what I always say, Fuck it.

Anyways, last Saturday was fun. Major stress reliever for me. Moon festival or w/e with the SPC kids. Did some pretty stupid ass stuff. Like Jackass stupid. LOL!
Goodshit goodshit though.
Went to Smoke Eaters for the first time. That shit was worth the buck.
I'm down to try Inferno next time. The third level, Atomic, made my lips burn a bit.
So I'm guessing Inferno is gunna be like tears running down my face & shit. LOL!
Yes, I can see it all now. Ahahaha!
Some shit went down. But, we got that shit settled... for now.
Got my two new Azuki shirts that I've been wanting. :D
Broke as fuck now. LOL! Gotta come up with 25 bucks for Tina and her AA Jacket! :D
And I'm excited for Saturday! Because I'm getting my AA Jackets!
Black and Navy colored for the win!
And then I needa start saving up to get her Christmas and birthday present that are way overdue I think. LOL!
OH! And Heroes started again! YEE! Now I got a show for Mondays. But they fcuked it up and changed the viewing time to 8pm from 9pm. I like it at 9pm better because I'd knock out like right after. LOL! Oh wells, shit happens.
Alright I think that's it for today. Lates!


My Boys.

YEE!

I'm in Miami trick!
...FUCK THAT!
I'm in the Bay BITCH!
I PASSED MY PERMIT TEST!
MINUS TWO!
YEEE!
Now for Behind-the-wheel.
I'm excited.
:D

Alright, AP GOV reading time! D:

Better Today.

11:11 Makes a wish! :D

So it's been awhile since I've blogged. School is busy as fuck.
Well not really. Just been lazy. AHAHAHA!
AP GOV is ...
So much reading, but the class is pretty damn fun.
Haven't been doing much. Home and go out once a week or so.
Visiting my little cousin Bella this weekend! Hopefully.
She just got out of surgery, and it was a success! :D
But yea, caught up with a bunch of people and shit.
Pretty cool. And then now it seems the group lost a person.
I guess. Left without saying a word.
So why the fuck should I bother?
I mean, I don't mind. If you're gunna bounce and chill with a different group then at least put it out there. You ain't gotta explain but let us know. Don't leave people hanging.
I fucking hate that feeling. I do it to people sometimes too. So I guess you could call me a hypocrite. But fuck. Whatevs.
What's done is done.
So SPC is starting up soon. I thought I was over it.
Surprisingly, I'm looking forward to seeing all them kids again. It'll be fun.
But, I won't be around as much. Maybe, AP GOV and Physio projects are gunna keep my busy for awhile. Hopefully I can get those shizz out the way quick.
Oh! And I'm finally getting my permit tomorrow. LOL!
After like what? A year of lagging?
My parents excuse? You're gunna go out too much.
Which is probably true. LOL! FUCKING EXCITED AS FUCK!
Well, I can't think of anything else right now.
So I'll end it here.

GOODNIGHTS!
(After I finish my Bleach episode!) :D



Leona Lewis - Happy

Dear _______.

I like this...

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when their right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.
-Marilyn Monroe

Frozen Yogurt?!

Today was a good day.
Spent the first half of the day with my family at my Uncle's picnic.
GODDAMN! Hella food there. LOL! It was alright. My other uncle kept teasing me and shit.
Cause one my uncle's co-worker's daughter kept looking at me. LOL!
BALLING! But no thanks. She looked way to fucking young. And even if she wasn't, no thanks.
But another chick my uncle didn't see made me laugh inside.
So I was sitting listening to music and drinking my soda. I look up and then I see her sitting on the other side. She was wearing sunglasses. And then she turned to my direction.
Put down my soda, look back up, to see that she pulled her shades up just to look.
LOL! HELLA NOT OBVIOUS. I must be good. ;D Ahahaha.
Didn't get no numbers though. D: But it's cool. They prolly live like nowhere near me.
No thanks for long distance.
So yea, that was the first half.
Got home and showered and waited to get picked up.
Went out with Camille, Tina, and Phillip(Camille's boyfriend).
Chilled in the Willow Glen area.
Ate at Willow Glen Wood-Fired Pizza? Think that's the name.
Hella good. Thanks Phillip for paying! :D
Went to Pallows? I think that's how to spell that one too. LOL!
HOLY SHIT! That was like candy heaven. No lie. Old school candy to new ones. Fucking saw chiclets for the first time in a loooong ass time. And hella other shit. AND RAZZLES!
Fuck, all I know is if I'm ever nearby I'ma stop by.
Fuck, candy heaven I tell you.
Then we went to get some frozen yogurt.
Fuck, it was hella good. Gotta remember that place. COOKIE DOUGH! :D
And Tina's failed cone that broke after like 3 licks. LOL!
So yea, Phillip went home to get some stuff and then he dropped Tina off first and then me.
Good day. I could use more days like those. Needa get away from home.


Lately, I've been feeling tall again.
So I guess it means I'm moving on.
Kinda reluctant. But this is what's best.
So it's time to start anew.
And I'll start here.
I wish you well and the best.
I salute you.