Stay strong.

I think it's time I start blogging again. I'm going to try and start blogging more. It's such a good way to express myself and blow some steam.

But life has been so so lately. Could be better I guess. School is whatever. Nothing new there really. Still trying to get used to waking up at 6am every morning. 7:30am class is not the business, but I love finishing at noon. Feels so good knowing I got the rest of the day to do whatever the fuck I want. Too bad I needa find a job so I can make some money. Gotta start seriously looking for one. Hella need money. Paying for books is not the business!

Incoming rant about girl(s)...

Why can't they just be upfront when it comes to certain things?! I swear, I get so ticked off when they try to play it off or try to avoid the problem. It's like why not just get it over with now instead of dragging it on, only to have it worse when you finally decide to confront the problem. The question that I'm asking isn't that hard to answer. Which brings me to my next point, somewhat related somewhat not. Technology, especially the internet and texting. It has changed the way dating and relationships in general so much. It makes it so much easier that it's become a bad thing in my opinion. I see so many people who rely on these so heavily that they're no longer able to hold a proper conversation with someone in person. It's quite sad actually. And you can never tell if they're being sincere or honest because they're hiding behind a screen. You can't see their face or the signals that a person will give off with just their body language. I mean, I use it too. Don't get me wrong it's great and all but we need to learn when enough is enough. I just hate it when I'm left there trying to figure what's the deal with my situation. Should I even bother, should I give it some time, like fuck. Just tell it to me straight so I can do my thing.

I don't know, girls are a pain. Can't live with them, can't live without them.
I just gotta stay strong, and smile through it all, ya digg?!