Man in the Mirror.

Whoazers! It's been awhile. Ahahaha, school has been time consumingish.
I gotta get my shit straight quick. I'm failing math. -_-
Bleh, needa stop being lazy! LOL! I need some inspiration or some shizz.
Whatever, enough about school for now.

So yea, this week has been like throw-back week for me. Been listening to MJ (R.I.P.), some MC Hammer (HAMMERTIME! LOL), and Vanilla Ice and all that shit. But nothing beats the YMCA! AHAHAHAH! Just kidding though, MJ's songs kill errthing else.
But yea, the title of this particular blog and the obviously the song explains what I've been thinking about mostly. I needa get my shit straight.
Just like in the song:

"I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change, yey"

Good shit right there, you wanna change the world or something like that?
You gotta start with the one thing that matters most, you.
And in the YMCA song, hella true too.
No man does anything by himself. Well, in most cases.
Like with Obama, if it weren't for his campaign managers and all that jazz, he wouldn't be where he is today. Sometimes, we just gotta learn how to throw our pride aside and get shit straight.
But yea, on that note I'd like to apologize to those I hurt in anyway around the summertime and such. I made some pretty stupid decisions and I guess you could say I'm paying for it now. Pushed away friends and lost the ones that really mattered to me. And for what? I did all of that shit for nothing.
But what's done is done. Dwelling in the past isn't going to get me anywhere.
But yea, I miss the old times. The homies, the hangouts, and all that jazz.
My biggest regret? Losing the person that mattered most to me.
My best friend, Cathy Le.
Man, I swear she knew how to make me laugh and shit no matter what the situation. The one who was always there for me when shit went down. And what'd I do? I decided to push her aside and ignore her. Left her in the dark when she needed me and throughout the whole summer all it would've took was for me to hit her up and see if she was down to chill. But even then, maybe things might've turned out different from the way they are now.
And on that note, I'd hate to admit it. But, I miss you best0.
But, it seems you're doing good now. So I think I'll stay on the sidelines for now, I'm pretty sure you don't all this extra weight on your shoulders.
Metaphorically speaking and literally speaking. LOL!
Ever since I stopped taking P.E., I've been lazy as fuck.
Gotta get back in shape for future events and such!

But yea, so supposedly my mom called the U.S. Navy and talked to them.
They got my number and started talking to me about their program and shizz.
And I've been thinking lately, The Navy doesn't seem so bad. I mean I get to travel for free and during those 3 months or so or training, they open up a bank account under my name and put in money for me to spend after.
I mean free money for spending and they pay for college after! Whatta bargain right? And besides 2-3 years away from home shouldn't be too bad. I've always wanted to travel before I get into the whole working, bills, and etc. You know? Travel and explore the world while I'm young and capable.
So now the Navy is a possibility now after high school.
It'd be nice. Away from home and the stress of school and everything.
I just need some time for me. Just me.

The camping trip that was suppose to take place this Saturday wasn't something I was really looking forward to. Because as we all know, there's been minor drama between SPC and SPS. So I was iffy about it. But due to lack of interest from the students, it's being postponed till the spring time according to Thay Tung. So yeee!
And besides Saturday is Tina's Sweet Sixteen. :D
Looking forward to that fersure. Kick it with the kids and spend some quality time with them. If you know what I mean. ;D But she's inviting her friends from like everywhere so it's gunna be pretty big. YAY, for meeting new people. Ahahaha! But yea, I'm pretty excited.
Hmm, there was more I wanted to say but I think this is enough word vomit for one day. :)

Oh and on that note, I'd like to recommend this song to everyone.
The song and video is just amazing. It was made using pictures and pretty much making it into a slideshow. But, for me it's the lyrics that got my attention. You'll probably have to listen to it more than once to get everything.
But yea, just listen.